Having this sense of guilt hitting me lately about my experiences with prostitutes years back.
I have been in normal relationships since but sometimes find it difficult to deal with my past. In my circle, my friends do it sometimes, it is considered normal. However, I bring different values from before.
Anyone dealing with the same thing? I enjoyed the control and power money brought and meant in that context. Visiting prostitutes is rarely about sex, in my opinion.
Most people would never know by looking at me, not the predator type.
Questioning myself more and more these days.
I have been in normal relationships since but sometimes find it difficult to deal with my past. In my circle, my friends do it sometimes, it is considered normal. However, I bring different values from before.
Anyone dealing with the same thing? I enjoyed the control and power money brought and meant in that context. Visiting prostitutes is rarely about sex, in my opinion.
Most people would never know by looking at me, not the predator type.
Questioning myself more and more these days.