Haven't cried for some hours now...can it be considered an improvement or is it just the logical consequence of me getting all dry inside after all the tears I've shed in those past few days, I don't know. Still don't feel like getting outside the house. Scared I might meet ppl...Taking things step by step. Looking forward to the replay of the Shangai doubles final with Fab & Mika. Trying to hold on to that today...Tomorrow is another day.