God.. I need to tone it down little..
The real problem is that lately I lost the shame of being called wrong.. So what? It is better than being silenced or fake a personality.. I want to discover my real self.. I want to know what will be proved right and what will be proved wrong in practice.. Because I don't know me anymore.. How can I know myself if I am only allowed to express copy opinions.. And every one wants me to believe his opinion as the right one.. Should I make thousands of me to please everyone.. ugh **** them all.. My childhood experience made me stubborn and hard to convince but what else could I do while facing the weird people that want me to be exactly like them.. The people that for no reason and without even knowing me start the mission of trying to change me to believe in his or her ideas.. Why do these people come to my life.. At first they tell me yeah good then they decide I should change in a,b,c,d to suit them.. What about me, I didn't ask you to change, to be someone you are not.. Why do you want this from me.. Who gave those people the right to attack me this way.. Who gave them the right to go into the uncalled measures they do and not only they do it, they think they are the right ones and I am the wrong one because I don't share their opinions..Act even more like a Know-It-All and your current state will look relatively good as compared to your next-level KIA-self.