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Letter to noone

I wanted to call you today
I stared at the phone for a long time
I wanted to tell you everything
Spill out my guts until nothing was left
I wanted to hear your voice
I wanted to hear it would all be allright
I wanted you to know how hard it was
How hard it is to keeep going
How no matter how hard I try I never seem to get it right
And when I realised there was noone to call thats when it started
The tears
At first I tried to hold it back
Then I thought who cares
Ive been holding them back for too long
What good has it done me
I wanted to call you today
I stared at the phone for a long time
I tried to think of a number
Any number
I just wanted someone to get it
I wanted someone to hear me
I just wanted to talk
To vent
To spill my guts out until nothing was left
As I sit here writing this I remember
I remember how much I wanted to pick up that phone
Dial a number, tell you everything
so instead I write you this note
Its not the same
I wanted to hear your voice
Hear you breathing while I told you
Everything
Its not right, Im not sure it ever will be
I want to go back, but back to what?
Was it ever good
I remember now - it was never good
Maybe once upon a time it was
Thats so long ago now
Tell me that it will all turn out allright
Tell me that your here
That im not alone
I stared at that phone for a long time
I wanted to call you today

-anonymous
 
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