Sunday, middle of the afternoon. No tears so far but a very depressed mood. Dark thoughts torturing my mind and obviously meant to stay till......I don't know. I'm trying to cope, but in vain so far. I keep wandering around the house, alternating depressed phases and moments of deep anger. I've tried to evacuate in yelling very loud. Hopefully all my neighbours have moved out...Doesn't work anyway. I guess I'm getting totally insane.