Stop whining, a man of your age must be fully aware one is slave to his words, master of his silences.
Mark Lenders crews
Marks Lenders is the king of MTF crew
Would turn homo for Lenders crew
White knight Mark Lenders crew
Lifts at 1:00 am so I don't have to interact with anyone crew
Get nervous as fuk when I have to say hi to the gym receptionist crew
Too many clowns, not enough time to own them crew
Anti PopCon crew
Have you ever been betrayed from someone who you considered as best buddy ? All the time, he was acting like everything is great but at the same time he was ambushing you behind your back . Have you ever been really disappointed in someone and how did you react on that betrayal ? Did you forgive him/her , if you did, have you ever again had full confidence in him/her like before betrayal ?
forget about regaining full confidence in him/her, something similar occurred to me also, and what I did was just move on in your life and treat him/her as a passer-by.