Kiwi
Just got home from work to read your post, - and I'm sorry you're so sad
Fati is right - think of yourself, - and try to relax and give yourself a bit of pampering for a few days. Doesn't have to cost a lot, - just listen to some of your fave music, watch a DVD, or simply relax in a hot bath with some lavendar oil or something. We all need time out to unwind sometimes, and I'm sure you'll feel better in a few days. Oh - and turn your cell phone off too
I hope you feel better soon