I can never give up on my players. Not even Verdasco. Thank god for Carlita and FlameOn(aaron) for straightening that out with me. I was so sick and tired of disappointments. I have them most of my life. And i decided not to take it anymore. But yes yesterday i had to admit that i was a perfectionist and i hate my faves losing to people they shouldnt lose to. I know im not the only one but tbh my emotions get the best of me. And i struggle to deal with that all of my life. Sighs. IF only i had a stable heart and mind my life would be much better.