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Posted 03-25-2007 at 10:30 AM by Choupi
Today is the last test. Based upon the bitterness I already feel at breakfast, I just hope the day will fly.
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Passed 1 test

Posted 03-24-2007 at 06:33 PM by Choupi
Like every year, today was Open Day at school. And like every year, it takes place at a very very sad and tough period for me, so it's always hard to cope on that day. But I'm home and I've survived. Nobody noticed anything. I've shed tears from the moment I've entered my car, back home. Now, I'm just trying to watch tennis from Miami, but I can't focus on anything.

Tomorrow is 2nd test..........and I'll be alone.
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11 years

Posted 03-23-2007 at 09:24 AM by Choupi
Sounds like a record but today is exactly 11 years that I last talked to her.......I miss her so much
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Posted 03-22-2007 at 11:12 AM by Choupi
Fuck I feel so shitty, and nobody even notices. Like I was expecting somebody'd care anyway. I need to draw the right conclusions this time.
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Entering dark period......again

Posted 03-18-2007 at 01:30 PM by Choupi
Like every year, for some years now, I'm on the edge of breaking down. For various reasons, but one in particular. I hate March. I will hate that month forever I guess. And like every year, I wish I could skip that period. Closing my eyes now and opening them again when it's over. But I can't. So I'm hanging on. Well, I try. She certainly wouldn't like to see me that way...thats' what I tell myself when tears start rolling down my cheeks.

I have to say that the feeling of being down...
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