But I'm cool with it.... I don't care if the school begins I'm in a kind of numbness.....or dumbness....
SO I can sugest to everybody to live the day....
one month left of vacation... and now I'm between two feelings because in some wierd and perverse way I want the school to start... I feel I have no way to go.... I'm meaningless...
anyway I'll not take drugs because of that... but these days life is hard for me....
Can't way for better days..... another story will come soon....
I'm at half of my vacation....
I lost my enthusiasm.... I lost my time.... I've done nothing for the history.... this is basicaly every year routine....
This vacation was for a different type of having fun... but because of some reasons who do not depend of me i couldn't do anything to change my lame life.....