Posted 01-13-2005 at 04:43 AM by Leena
I always go through spurts where I feel comfortable being social and sharing feelings and shit.
This past month hasn't be one of those times.
I've been extremely depressed lately. I don't even know why, either. I'm having a few stupid problems, like silly job issues this winter and other family junk. But, nothing major.
I always think I'm an awful person. I can't stop.
I should probably become an alcoholic or druggie, so I can loosen up and stop being a grumpy stick-in-the-mud constantly.
I don't know.
I hate myself.