Does anyone else out there ever think about getting old and dying? It freaks me out like nothing else in the world.
Perhaps this is because I'm young. Relatively. Still in my own way, I am getting old. But I mean getting really old like a senior citizen and knowing that I'm going to die. That just boggles my mind. The years keep flying by faster and faster and this is NOT OKAY with me
I don't want to wake up tomorrow with white hair and wonder where my life has gone. I mean, obviously it's a good thing that I'm not even remotely ready to die. If I was ready to die at age 23, I think that would be cause for concern. But I can't picture myself ever being ready to die.
Am I the only person morbid enough to think about this? I hate thinking about this. But growing old is nuts. There's going to be a time where I actually die. Just typing that freaks me out.