Posted 02-23-2007 at 06:54 PM by tall_one
i was so hoping that once valentines day was past my mood would improve. it hasn't, in fact it has probably gotten worse. as the clock tics by the knot in my stomach grows. in a half hour i have to leave for work. i don't want to go. the amount of info they have expected me to absorb this week is obscene. i am suppose to have gotten all this reading done, i've gotten virtually none of it finished. oh and i should have had my review done too, haven't finished that either.
the knot in my stomach only leaves if i take anxiety pills, the sadness only lifts for brief moments when i am with Kristin. i'm tired of being like this. what have i ever done to deserve being this miserable?