In an effort to further put off what i should be doing. I know i won't sleep much of the next 3 wks...actually maybe not for the next 3 months. Now i'm just here staring at the beginnings of the memo i have yet to finish. funny when you have something you need to do that you don't want to, there's a bunch of stuff to distract and when you're bored out of your mind..yeah, you get the picture.
i really thought at this point, i should have everything in control. Instead, i feel like i was more focused in undergrad than i am now. My cousins are playing mas for carnival, something we had always planned to do together but i can't go there this summer. Nope, 'cause i'll be busting my ass studying day and night for 10 weeks for those 3 days at the end of July. I tell myself i should wait until february, but all this talk about how it's going to be even harder then....that and i want to just get it out of the way.
But i think i don't even want to stay in this state *sigh* I'm glad my fav auntie is coming but her Mommy ways will surely get on my nerves at some point. i'm really happy that she would change her vaca schedule but.. .... after graduation I'll be studying, when i'm not doing that i'll be working plus the FO starts and she hates Tennis (but really that's going to be toooo bad for her because i'm not missing any coverage if i'm at home) i'll just have to endure the 'I don't know how you can watch that boring crap" comments
Well, shopping and sightseeing should make up for it