Boys...and their weird behaviour...someone has driven me crazy these last couple of days. And not in a good way, unfortunately
It's just unfair. Sometimes I wonder why I care so much and struggle to stop caring...but then again...I know that's impossible. as much as you want to, you can't order your heart to stop caring.
I found a brilliant quote about love on the net...
So, so true....
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isnít it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid persons, wanders into your stupid lifeÖ.
You give them a piece of you. They didnít ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isnít your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It beats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like Ď maybe we should be just friends Ď turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Itís a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.