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how I HATE this...

Posted 04-08-2005 at 08:31 PM by Carlita
OOOOOOH boy!!! I was soooo sad when I heard Paul Hunter was diagnosed with cancer


I thought: WTF???!!! Poor guy! Thank heavens he's determined to fight it, and I think there's a good chance he'll recover I must say he's so brave to still go ahead and play the World Championships I hope he does well!!!

Fight dear Paul!!! Beat this disease!!!!


I cried, and didn't sleep well that night...it took me back to my dad....who died of cancer when I was 5. And my gran, who died last October. And I'm not that good with death....I don't know how to handle it...... I think it must go back to my father's death and I never got a chance to say goodbye, because people thought I was too young to go to the funeral. BUT I believe that a 5-year-old is capable of so much more than people give them credit for! They will deal with it in their own way. Maybe it could have helped me over the years.... maybe not... I still miss my dad I never visited his grave....and when I finally got enough courage to go, they had taken it away without telling us, so that was just awful! I can drive myself insane at times...just wondering: how would he be now??? And not being able to remember how his voice sounded, or other little things about him....I want him back....

I do have a feeling he's "with me" somehow...like watching over me or something... I don't know....


My dad and me

pffff.....enough.... or I'll start crying again....

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Re: how I HATE this...

honey OMG i know i can't help you...but if i could do anything for you, please tell me
Posted 04-08-2005 at 09:49 PM by Corinna Corinna is offline
 

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