I just feel like I can't do anything right lately... and I've had a rotten day and it doesn't even have anything to do with Novak losing (I'm actually proud of him for that... it was the bright spot in my day.) Everything I do ends up messed up or wrong though and if you combine the fact that I feel absolutely useless with the quickly approaching "worst holiday ever" of the dreaded V-day... it just makes everything worse... I know I'm way too emotional right now and I'm trying to not get drama queen about it (really I am...) I just... I don't know anymore.. I think I am seriously wasting my time.