Lemme first write the story about the dance... seems everything with public transport annoys me these days, as I arrived too late in this town where the dance was, but luckily a friend did pick me up at the trainstation and it was nice to see her again. (she doesn't live in my region, so we only see each other once in a while) Then we went to the flat building where another friend was waiting for us and we made each other ready for the dance in her room. (this flat building is the building where i used to live for 6 months in 2005). And I was really happy to see the boss of this building, who has become a great friend, or maybe more as an uncle or so as he has same age as my parents, when I lived there. We had a quick chat, but hten my other 2 friends , 2 other girls and I went to the pub where the dance was. We had fun rightaway. Tho it was a bit strange, as my best friend of the two, was continuely following one of the other girls and like forgetting me and my other friend. I didn't like that behaviour, but luckily I had a lot of fun with my other friend. And I really enjoyed talking to other people who I know from there, everybody greeted me with a big smile, they liked to see me again. Then at once there was a guy standing in front of me, wait should tell the history about this guy first. I used to call him mister x, as I didn't know his name in the beginning, I found out later tho. He stayed in total only one night at this flat building, but I remember this night quite well. Me and my "almost bf" (by then he wans't my almost bf yet, only a friend) were watching tv, together with another guy and girl and then this mister x came. He joined the movie watching and as the other three went to sit on same couch, this mister x sat on the same couch as me, and I liked laying against him, he had a nice body and nice strong arms around me, nothing else happened, I just watched the movie laying in his arms but then for a while he didn't look at me or said anything, when we saw each other. But a few months ago when I saw him after a long time, on a different party, he kept looking at me all the time and I found his eyes as well all the time. So I kinda hoped he would be there again, even while I would never want him as boyfriend, but only to look at him.
Anyway... this time mister x and I looked at each other regularly as well and then he even started talking to me, what really surprised me. I have no idea what we talked about tho. After a short chat (and some photos which I can show you another time. I don't have them yet as it was my friends camera) he went to his friends again and I stayed with my friends but still, we somehow kept seeing each other all the time during the dance, but didn't say anything anymore, just kept smiling. I think that was best of the evening, these smiles every time. I so like his smile, but that's what I like most about him