I never choked a match. I had only one real heart-breaking lose.
I was at the final of interclub , of U-16. 2 singles and one doubles being played.
I was 0-6 4-5 30-40 down. Went to win that set 7-6 (4). The other two matches had finished with one win and one loss. My match defined all half an year work
I started 0-4, then 3-5. Saved two MPs more receiving 4-5. Went into the TB and lost 6-8, wasting one match point at 6-5.
I couldnt play tennis for about two weeks after that.