Have fun there!
Talk to him this time, you can do it!
And just in case, write a little letter with all you want to say to him, you can always give him that if you're too nervous to say anything
That's my plan for the next time I see him
aw you´re so sweet, thanks a lot, i´m sure i´ll have loads of fun there, but i´m also pretty sure i won´t talk to him again
. the letter is a good idea but honestly i don´t even know what to write in it, and remember...i would have to give the letter to him which means i need to get in contact which is not possible without saying anything at all. just giving it to him without saying anything i´m not able to do, too. i know i´m a hopeless case