Oh that's a loss
do not think ppl do or say it from evil or cuz they hate you, i guess alot of us are Cynical and skeptical, it has nothing to do with you, its life you know ppl lied to them or hurt them so their level in other ppl are different, its pretty natural so when someone is honest or share something open and private like that ppl tend to think someone is playing with them
again its not you and it doesnt come from a bad place, i dont think any of the posters who comment you are bad or cruel.
i hope you will feel better.
And I think it comes from Sweet Cleo's posting history. The way she posts, the stuff she says. And there must be a good reason she's permabanned from TF. I wouldn't believe one word that comes out of her keyboard.
Having said this, only Cleo knows the truth and if she means all that mess she's posted then the real solution is to seek some professional help, nobody's going to give her what she supposedly needs via the Internet. Plain and simple.
Cleo, how old are you? Where are your parents?
(THIS IS A SERIOUS QUESTION)