Why have you hidden your online status?
For discretion reasons, primarily because I thought, well if I don't want to be bothered at a certain time, I'll just hide my online status and people won't know whether or not I'm online and won't bother me. I don't know how effective that is or if it's effective at all, but that was my mentality.
Have you ever been scared by the size of someone's penis? Or struggle to use it?
Scared? No. I've had nerves, as most of us would, but not scared. The largest I've been with is a guy who checked in right under 10, and he was thick too. He was like 9.75 x 5.5/6. I got fucked by him, and he was aggressive. It felt really amazing, it hurt some, he didn't hold back, but it was "good pain". If it's a big cock I just get adjusted for it physically and mentally, I don't fear it, in fact if you fear it, are tense and run away from it, then it will hurt more and the experience will be less enjoyable. I make myself take it and just make myself overcome any nerves I have about it and do it. I love penis, so a big penis equals a lot of man meat inside my mouth and ass and that's always a great thing
With me, when I want it, when I'm in my sexual zone, then I really have few inhibitions. At that point, if it's a guy I like, I'm going to get with it, and deal with any other concerns afterward. I get hooked quick with a guy I'm really in to.