Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: Sleeping in the house of my latest jumpoff.
Re: Truth and Fiction.
TRUTH: I pout when I don't get what I want or have things end up the way I desire them to. And even knowing it's immature and silly, it's just a natural response to something I dislike. It's like, fuck this, fuck you, fuck everyone. Tonight, when Olli Rochus beat Florent Serra, my first impulse was to type fuck you, fuck off, I hate you Olli, even though he is one of my favorite players. And there have been times, with tennis results or in real life, any situation, where I'd have an urge to just tell someone to fuck right on off if they do something I don't want them to. If a player wins a match I wanted them to lose, I'll resent them, and I've thought about loving how much I'd just fucking give them a piece of my mind for fucking everything I wanted up. In real life, if someone does something that annoys me or pisses me off, it's something that can stay ingrained in my mind forever. I can be quite forgetful but not when it's a situation where someone does something that really pissed me off in that moment or a situation that really had a negative impact on my emotions when it happened.
Yeah, it's crazy, I know.