I just came home (9.21 AM, long night
This match with Dee is extremely tight, I didn't count it, but I think we're tied or if anyone's winning is by one vote or so.
I want to be serious for a little while here.
It... Makes me so emotional and happy how this contest is going for me, and I think I can say the same about Dee if she let me.
Everyone voting here says is a "Tough match to decide", and showing a lot of love for us both. MTF people, you're really making me emotional and happy.
Dee is one of my favorite people to read all over the internet, MTF is since this 2012 a great part of my life. I can't believe actually people is voting for me here, considering who's my oponnent, a person who deserves nothing but love... But these things are making me really happy:
- Those who vote for me are showing a lot of love and respect for her.
- Those who vote for her, have a lot of nice feelings for me.
Really, people, thank you all.
I still think i'm going to lose this match, and I'd be really okay with that, I have said this a lot of times this contest, people are showing the best of themselves here. I can't believe how many good words and feelings for everyone are on these kind of threads. It's amazing.
I'm happy MTF, you all made me feel happy today, i'm going to sleep with a smile.
Dee, darling, a message for you.
Whatever the result of the match is. I'm not expecting the end of the match, I'd be expecting the symbolic hug we're gonna have at the net
This, and only this.
Oh no sweetie you deserve this more, i am grateful for this contest. This year in the contest was alot nicer than last year thats for sure. I know i said this too many times, but im so happy and grateful to have people vote for me, not only that but they showed me some love and some respect. And thanks to those who understand my situations that i have been through, the thread i wrote about my dad, and the experiences i went through, such as bulling and depression. I was going through a dark period in my life from freshmen of college to below. I dont wanna get too personal, because there's alot of things i have been through that most people would be surprised about. I really appreciate all of your comments in the vote, it means so much to me. I really never in real life had alot a friends. Im a very very shy girl in person. Im still trying my best to conversate with people. My family as well supported me too, throughout this year. Im still seeing a doctor to try to get my life better, its still a stepping process, but i know that God can make a way for me. He has changed my life. At times i will feel like im a disabled student whose never gonna make it in life. But now im coming to a point in my life that im finally accepting who i am, Im bisexual, im a disabled student, i was a bully victim and im a shy person. To me there is nothing wrong with being who i am. Years ago i dont think i can accept the way i am because im so much different than others. So im gonna stop blabbering now, this is getting too much.
But anyways, thank you so much for supporting me for loving me and for respecting me. I really really REALLY appreciate it. And please vote for Viruzzz, he needs it more than me. And plus im his girl and
My man, i thank you for the support, love and respect as well. I am so privilege to meet a person like you. YOu are truly one of the most geniune Fed fans in MTF. I love reading your posts and i love your rocker pic.
. I am very grateful to go against an opponent like you, i feel like rafa whose going against Fed in Miami tournament(2005), i might have lead for a bit, but i know you are gonna fight back in this match and win over me. This match is very close but i wouldnt mind losing to my opponent, hes very special to me.