Something needs to happen with this shit. And it needs to happen now. I'm going to give it 9 more months and if nothing seems to be happening, I need to do something else. Grad school, coaching if I can, move to Los Angeles and start my acting screen writing career, whatever. This thread may change to Johnny Groove Acting Career.
9 months, something needs to happen or I'm done. Can't keep doing this to myself
Few months ago you were retiring every couple of weeks mixed with plans to peak between 35-40, so I'll take this with a grain of salt
That isn't doing you much good, if you want to be completely serious you must stay entirely focused and start fixing things you need to fix, like your serve, fitness training, getting a coach, however you can.
And about how that girl is so incredibly good, you are completely missing the point, which is, even a remotely serious competitive player at 24 should never get even close to what you did. Period.