Your ball toss is ridiculously bad and it's affecting your entire service motion. You're supposed to place the ball straight up in the air not half a metre to your left. You're striking the ball before it even reaches the apex of your toss which is absurd. Toss it up higher and let the ball drop to the point where you're outstretched arm is at its highest level. Amazing you've been playing this long and still serving like this.
Yes, cousin leng jai, you are right. I am trying too much for the kick toss, and going overboard. I served better today, and will attempt another video on my improvements on Monday, so we gonna see. I worked today to get the toss more to the right, but still needs work. It is tough to change 10 years of a certain muscle memory in a day. So we gonna see.
You know you're in trouble when Becuzzi's service motion is more fluent and effective than yours. Practicing serves isn't really useful when everything about your technique is wrong.
I think you should try and make it in Hollywood for your next project, should be entertaining.
I am energized after today's training, and will approach this coming week's training with vigor.
I can feel your agony too.
My advice is to give it a final push this season. Of course you will never be a top 400 player, but if you enjoy the game and wanna be competitive on the futures level then give it a try.
But also think about what you gonna do for living after your tennis "career". You are from Florida, so there are many options I think (including adult industry you fancy so much
I dunno, baby. I still believe I can be much much more than a 400 player. I may not have much time left, but we gonna see, I'm gonna give it all I got these next few months, and we gonna see what's going on.
You know, the more I think about what I want to do other than tennis, the more my mind settles back on the fact that I MUST make the tennis happen. I can deduce that whatever job I am at, I will always dream about playing and the lifestyle of the top pro. I gotta make this happen.
As for the porno thing, I mean it may be fun, for a little while, but it would eventually get tiring, imo. And how fulfilled would I be?