Sure it's an interesting topic, for me too. But I've come to grips looooooooooong ago that not in 1940 not today nobody would care about someone as insignificant. *Referring to the pre-WW II period when no allies gave gave a sh!t about Estonia. Nothing has changed in this regard.*
And I'm considered a freak here when I cry at the funeral, 'nough said on the issue.